I’m sitting here, just sitting here, wrapped in your memory
It’s one so deep in my heart and I really know that I should let it be
But it’s like a sad, sad love song stuck on the same sad, sad refrain
I can’t stop myself from feeling this, even though it’s all just pure pain
But here you are locked within my heart
As if we never said goodbye
And I don’t know why
I admit I didn’t think, I’d make it through those first heartbreak days
But much time has passed and I’ve been just fine since we parted ways
I laugh at our past, brush it away, I got over the things I miss
So I do not understand why today I am so deeply feeling this
Because here you are locked within my spirit
As if we never said goodbye
And I don’t know why
I can’t seem
I can’t seem to excise my heart from you
It’s a struggle
It’s a struggle I thought was through
But your smile, our laughter, all we had
Is right here at easy recall
Oh, we sure were worth the rise, baby
But I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t,
No, I just can’t redo that fall
Yet here you are locked within my soul,
As if we never said goodbye
And I just want to cry, feel like I want to die
And I don’t why
No, I don’t know why
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Trying to excise a memory
You know how difficult those shifty memories are to exponge, but they make us who we are lovely xx
So true, RS, so true. Thank you.
sometimes goodbye is not enough…and the letting go is so hard…when we still have such storng feelings that we still feel them there …even now…
Thanks Brian. They never truly go once they are that deep in there.
Love the rhythm, it could be a song.
Hmm, could be. Thanks Laurie.
Love this piece.. Feeling it…
One thing … excise … I think the word your looking for is to exorcise ….
But I’ve been there feeling that poem so much
Nope. I meant excise – to cut out, remove. Yes, I was going through a little hell, but it/he was not a demon (most of time) to be exorcised – lol.
Glad you felt it, though. Thanks Bajan.
oh my bad *grin* Thanks
You’re welcome hun.